I’ve always looked for you.
But did you ever see me,
In those years before the gold,
the ones washed in white?
I thought they were transparent, but now
I can't see.
This day’s dawn made me think it wouldn’t
Be blurry anymore.
But it is. It all still is.
Maybe it’s just me or maybe it’s all you.
It can’t be both because someone’s driving
And my hands don't feel the wheel.
They're folded in each other,
Wishing for yours.
You’ve never been mine, you won't ever be.
But I am yours,
Though I won't hear my name
Drip from your lips again.
I’m new at being fool,
I know this isn't love,
It can't be.
But lust is never supposed to be cruel.
We are young and we have yet to know,
We have yet to give more than we take.
But still, you show more than you say
And what you say
Is more than enough for me.