and hold me tight, you keep me still.
I know I’ll never be the same
while I unravel all this filth.
I’ve kept my creatures buried deep--
I can’t tell where their scars began
but I feel them now, so I weep.
For you, I want to be more than
this, more than I’ve believed to be.
I’ll fight this hell, I won’t conceal--
just to give you the best of me--
to give all that you need. I feel
litlost for what I might’ve been.
If love had never hurt— just healed.